#12 Stress

hello my lovely readers,

Lately I have been feeling stress about life because I am so broke. I can't pay for two of my classes this semester.Financial is just not enough ...Who agree with me? Would anyone like to hand me $800 ? Please pretty please haha please with cherry a on top...

Anyways I'm so sorry for disappearing on you guys. I just haven't been  on the mood to write because of stress. But anyways I would like to update you guys on my weight. I lost five pounds but, I am starting to gain it back because I have my period and I cant stop eating grrrr. I will continue to exercise though and when I have my desirable weight , I will post a sexy picture.

You know what I really hate from youtube? Fake gurus who post about products they hate but, make reviews about it because they require them . Youtube is so different now and it saddens me to see some of my favorite gurus become boring and repetitive on their videos. But, there are some gurus I love watching who have fresh ideas and seem genuinely kind in person. Props to really creative gurus out there , I have been an avid follower since 2008. 

Anyways, bye guys 

I will leave this prettyful picture of my current favorite shampoo and conditioner .

TRESemm Shampoo & Conditioner Value Pack - Moisture Rich - 44 oz. (Google Affiliate Ad)

#11 Maternity pillows

Hello readers ,
So ever since I can  remember, getting enough sleep has always been one of my biggest problems .  Lack of sleep lead me to having mediocre grades ,pimples,stress causing more pimples and more stresss . So I been googling pillows and guess what, I  discovered magic pillows called maternity pillows . So fat I am so fascinated by maternity pillows . They look so comfortable . I'm not pregnant or anything but Dang it, I really want one . The cotton looks as if it were made of clouds and I love the variety of shapes to choose from . It's like a teddy bear for adults who have trouble sleeping like me and its like having a boyfriend you can pretend to hug while you sleep hahaha . Anyways  Is it alright for a non prego person like to me to buy one ? Hmm what do you all think ? Should I get one ? Anyways sorry for my rambling ,this is so random but I wanted to blog this before I forget haha 

#9 How to match Korean BB cream to my yellow skin

Hey my non existent readers,
Todays topic is about bb cream. I love Korean skin care and also, Korean people. Koreans have some of the most amazing skin , and dramas.  Who loves Korean skin care say "I"....

The only downside to BB cream is they never match my skin tone. The shades are soooooo white, I mean I'm sort of pale too but , DANG it  Korean BB creams never match my skin. I love the formulas of Korean BB cream compare to u.s. brands because it doesn't irritate my skin but, I hate the shades.

Anyways, this is how I match my BB cream to my yellow toned skin. Its so simple and I bet most of you do this already . Basically mix it with a darker shade and just wing it until you have the prefect shade .

mix,revlon,bb

mix product,revlon,bb

#8 My holy grails for fighting acne

Hello friends,
Todays topic is about  pimples and my acne prone skin. So I've always thought I have oily combination skin so each time  I buy a new product  I always buy one that is suited for myoily/combination skin. But,when I moved in with my sister she commented on me how I should use products for sesitive skin because I have so many red marks on my skin after a pimple. Ofcourse I just ignored her because I know my skin more than anyone.

That same day we went to walmart to pick up some hair dye. I also picked up a new moisturizer from olay since I ran out. For the past 3 years I have been using Olay moisturizer for oily/combination skin . But, once I got home, I realized that I purchased the wrong one . I accidentally picked one for sensitive skin. I was like OMG , now Im gonna get more pimples but, it has been a God send. Turns out I have sensitive/acne prone skin because the next morning my face wasn't flooded with oil.

The next product I have been using to get rid of my acne is Zapzyt benzoyl Peroxide in 10% strength formula. I use it during night time once a day for the past year and so far it has worked wonders for my skin. Yes, I occasionally get pimples but, not as much as before prior to using Zapzyt . Believe this is better than Proactiv ,cheaper than acne.org ( but ofcourse acne.org products are amazing )  and easily accessible.

Lastly, my favorite is this oil free acne wash in pink grapefruit from Neutrogena. This is the first product I tried from Neutrogena and I m AMAZED. I love this face wash, its perfect for my skin . It removes my foundation and dirt without drying my face too much . I love love this product, I highly recommend this  for people who have oily/sensitive/acne prone skin like myself. No wonder this product got so many awards. 

So far I am loving my face. My acne scars are not so dark and I havent been getting pimples as much. Anyways goodnight guys, I hope this post have been helpful to us girls who have acne prone/sensitive /oily skin. 

#7 The start of a healthier lifestyle

Hello my camouflage friends ,

So today I am starting my diet and exercise .I can't believe I got so big. People don't usually comment on my weight ,in fact a lot of my friends think I'm skinny . But, being of Asian descent ,135 lbs is obese . Plus I'm really short so I am overweight . Also, high blood pressure,heart attacks , strokes and diabetes run in my family . So maybe I should start becoming healthier . I'm still a buy in denial that I am fat because I'm always the smallest one in.my circle of friends but ,enough is enough Rea . I need to commit to something SERIOUSLY REA,YOU'RE GETTING OLDER AND HAVEN'T REALLY EXPERIENCE MUCH ANYTHING . SO  MY FIRST STEP IS TO LOSE WEIGHT AND GET MY SEXY ON . Plus I need to have a Sexy body so I can splurge on skimpy clothes ,jk but I really would like to fit in my size 3 jeans again . I mean who doesn't want to lose weight ? Anyways  My goal is to exercise using a bicycle for an hour each day , walk in the treadmill for 20 minutes and use the elliptical  for 15 minutes . Aside from that I will be counting calories . My Target calorie intake is 1500 everyday then ill increase my calorie intake  if I   exercise more  . I will  be using my fitness pal which is similar to weight watchers but,its  free.  Add me my username is Rhealyn21 and take this journey with me . See you there . This is going to be hard . But,I need to change my body so I can be more confident and eventually go clubhing one day and maybe find a prince charming lol . Wishful thinking I know .

Height 5'1
Current weight 135
Weight goal 110

Beware of the whale below

#6 Happy Independence Day America

I love fireworks.

Besides fireworks there is shopping and tons of sales. But, there isn't a mall near me unless I want to go in a 2 hour drive lol. But, here are some of the websites that I would love to go on a shopping spree during this holiday .

Missha - 30 % off on most items, missha how I love thee

sasa - Free shipping when you spend $19

ELF - Not so much of sale like last year but, they do offer a free mystery bag and free shipping 

Forever21 - Free shipping 

Charlotte Russe - Free shipping 

#5 Weight loss goal

Hello invisible friends
Today I wanted to talk about my new goal . Ever since I was in middle school , my weight has always been a problem . In middle school I thought I wasn't curvy enough . In High school , I gain weight but the only part of my body that got bigger was my stomach . Now I'm in college and I continue to gain weight . I'm 5'1 and I use to weigh 115- 120 lbs but, now I'm 130lbs. But, I think the scale is broken and I believe I'm about 140 lbs.  I would like to be atleast 115 lbs so I can fit my jeans and look stylish without worrying about the wind exposing my gut .

I really want to lose weight so from now on I'll try to update you guys on  my exercise routine.